Away

He pushes me away

Every day

Yet I can't stand

When he's not holding my hand

But he pushes me down

I cry with a frown

And as i run away

I can't stop to say

That I was in love

It must've been a mistake, He can't love

Not when he treats me this way

Oh he's pushing me away

And yet he took my breath away

When I saw him walk in today

Through my stomach was tight

I almost could pretend I was alright

But he took off without saying a word

As I stood there feeling so awkward, so absurd

He texts me his apology

Nice to know just what he thinks of me

That he can tell his phone much later

But it just makes the pain much greater

Cause though I've not shed a single tear

I feel like I've cried for many a year

He's supposed to be

My fantasy

The one to hold 

When life gets old

Someone I can cry to, and let him cry to me

But nothing in my life plays out quite happily